| Chloe: | I really thought the snoods and rats were horrible, Maddie. |
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| Maddie: | Yeah my sister probably went off and said something super cute like "A snood? What's a snood?" |
| Ummm where can i view this??? |
I just did that baby generator of Michael and I ….and we ended up with a bucktoothed child with a turban. I’m weirded out haha
Check out my new baby! http://makemebabies.com/b/3/1104131/wb20110413060526291f087eaeeafebb1370d0f4e6e8a6b0/Riley
Sometimes I just wish I didn’t depend on Michael so much.
So really this is it. I’ve given you guys a number of chances to get it all out in the open and deal with it in person. No one has bothered to accept that offer so I’m done. U guys can go on with ur lives and I’ll go on with mine. There wasn’t even any drama till Emilie started reading Jessy’s blog religiously so really the cards are in ur hands. If u guys choose to keep this up that’s fine but I’ve said all I can and that’s that on my part. I can’t however stop Michael from what he says so don’t blame me for anything he’s said or done in the past. He’s a grown man with his own rights and freedom of speech same as you guys. If he can’t stand u guys then that’s his thing and separate to me. So either way please continue as you guys choose but after today nothing I do or say on here will be in response to you guys. I realized that Jessy is right; being at ur level and doing the same stuff u do is lame. It’s what children do and I made the mistake of defending myself when there is nothing to defend. I’ve taken responsibility from my mistakes and I’m not apart of ur lives anymore so I really don’t care.
So stop having obsessions with people and stop worrying about us. We’re in a different part of our lives now and not in urs any longer. It’s time to face that and stop having to constantly spy. Jessy actually never spied on u guys. I tbh did just to see what kind of weird blogs were about us. But…..because of all of Emilie’s good “friends” we now know that she was on at least Jessy’s. I won’t give her the credit to say she was in mine cause really idk nor do I care.
Jessy has said her peace and now I am too. We get the last word this time ladies cause we will not read whatever u write cause it’s not important enough to our lives. We don’t need a daily fix of drama from u three or …maybe more…to go on day to day. Jessy and I are drug free and we hope u soon will be too.
Have a good life and maybe someday at least one of you will understand what actually happened without all the lies.
Honestly…I don’t talk “mad game” or whatever over the internet and then hide from u guys. 1) I haven’t seen either of u three in over 3-4 months. Seen Hope maybe last quarter but instead of like LOOKING at me she kept avoiding eye contact so I gave up bothering to stoop to her level of immaturity. 2) If I’d seen u guys I’d gladly say what I’m saying to ur face. Nothing I’m saying isn’t what I mean. 3) Michael in fact has seen Emilie countless times and every time has started laughing. He can’t stand her anymore than she can stand him so that’s not a secret.
Please do us all a favor and shave yourself and tell the boyfriend to too. I’m starting to get whiffs of burning hair when u two bump uglies all night long.
haha Michael would enjoy reading this :]
For the last time…. I DON’T LIE and u know that so stop trying to make it seem like ur innocent when everyone I talk to knows exactly the kinds of stuff u do. At least I admit I’m not perfect and I mess up. U just walk around blaming everyone else for the things you see in yourself every single day. If u didn’t hate yourself so dang much you wouldn’t be so unhappy and choosing to participate in less than ladylike activities….and no I don’t mean sex but I know ur mind went to that so maybe that’s true too. I really don’t care lol. Ur an adult and u choose to bury yourself in hatred and lies and that’s cool….just leave me out of ur constant chatter.
Don’t even write something like “Keep talking ur words make me famous,” cause it’s not true. If that’s the kind of famous you want you can have it freely and u can achieve that on your own without mine or Jessy or anyone else’s help.
Well I guess I’m glad u said something. Again….would have been nice to have actually talked to u about this in person cause I don’t think u understand that what happened months ago hurt me. It actually did and when I tried to talk to both u and Emilie about this u …YOU Hope bit my head off. U did choose sides and u did try to tell me that Emilie was in the right and I was in the wrong even if those exact words didn’t come from ur mouth. I’m glad ur busy getting on with ur life and I hope things r going good for u. BUT given the fact of who ur friends with and what I have been hearing from other people (and no it’s not Jessy telling me if that’s what u or anyone else reading this thinks)…and the fact that not one of u is denying it tells me there is truth to at least some of what is being said.
Honestly I would have only been upset at Emilie if none of this would have become a group gang up. BUT as you said to me “Seriously don’t even try to play the only victim.” U helped bring this on yourself and only you can bring urself out of it. Would have sent this only to u but I have no idea how to do it. and ….well again I don’t set people up to anonymously do anything. I just personally have a boyfriend who likes to deal with the girls who have hurt his family and future mother of his child. Hopefully someday you’ll find a guy who does that for you so you’ll understand how far love goes when it comes to stuff like this.
I know you’ll find this soon or if not be told by someone else all about it. There will be lies inserted where ever they see fit so I’m not too worried that you’ll get a half baked story that isn’t even close to the truth. I wish it didn’t have to be this way but sometimes u gotta get rid of the people in ur life that bring you down and cause you unneeded emotional baggage. I hope next time u decide to take one friend’s side against another that you stop to look around and see the friends you lose in the process. Only so much side taking before people just walk away.
It’s funny how people assume things.
I don’t go around talking about you. I don’t bring it up into every day conversation. When people ask why we aren’t friends anymore, I just say we had differences that we couldn’t settle and that’s that. I don’t go around talking shit. I don’t go anon and…
Just in case you need some clarification….
1) Michael didn’t text you. That was someone else and I actually had nothing to do with that one. I know who it was and it’s not a huge deal but yes I was told about it shortly after.
2) Michael sent you that annonyous comment without me asking him. He got on his own computer and did it after he took me home one night and then told me about it later. It’s only common sense to know a boyfriend is going to protect their girlfriend and cousin when they see stuff going on. I don’t date boys who sit around and do nothing so I was proud of him for speaking his mind even if it was a little off color.
3) Again it had nothing to do with you. Ur no more in the right than Michael is with getting in the middle of stuff. I get why you are. Ur trying to protect ur group of friends but ….again only Emilie was involved in this.
IF you remember correctly it was at Denny’s that I told you and Hope as an off topic that night we went to WCC’s choir thing during fall quarter, that Jessy was texting me. I said specifically “I am just telling you guys cause I know u will probably find out eventually. I AM NOT ( I repeat AM NOT) hiding this from Emilie because there is nothing to freaking hide. Jessy said sorry for what happened in the past and I forgave her. I have no intentions of being her friend beyond what was text. Yes she occationally talks to me and we’re civil but I don’t do it to be mean to anyone.”Jessy knows that is what I said and she agreed with me. It just happened that we got closer once her cousin and I started dating. She’s gonna be part of my extended family and she’s there for me so why wouldn’t I be her friend?
Both you and Hope acted like it wasn’t a huge deal and then go behind MY back and tell Emilie that Jessy and I talk crap about her. That’s not at all how it went down….far from it actually. Nothing remotely rude was even said until both Jessy and I got wind of what the three of you were saying….and then we compared how our mother’s felt about Emilie and how we were treated and the reasons we’re not her friend. IT ALL matched up so obviously something isn’t right. It’s basically just some insecurity Emilie has that u guys like to feed. Jessy doesn’t really care that much about Emilie. Again Jessy and I are not friends with her or any of you because you guys talk out of both sides of your mouth and honestly just not friends we wanna be around.
I told Emilie this and I’ll tell u too…..swearing at someone isn’t really making a very good case. The door swings both ways and I would have and will probably always be willing to talk to any of you guys about what happened because I believe in letting go of resentments and moving on. (That is what Jessy and I did) BUT after how you guys reacted to everything I really have no intentions of ever wanting to be in your lives. I mean lets face it….we never really liked each other anyways. Everyone talked behind everyone’s back and it was a lethal situation. I should have gotten out of the friendships with u guys yrs ago but I didn’t want to change my life around. I figured as long as I kept my mouth shut things would be okay.
Like I said….u wanna talk civil I’m willing at anytime. I’ll speak the truth and nothing but the truth because that’s the kind of person I am. Hopefully u would do the same in return.
U don’t have know how badly I want one of these little kitties :[
Four little kitties <3 so sweet and cuddly!
(Source: jessybelleblog)
